ok, see that, there, below this text?

that's the past two months, and it sucks, but i need it to be here.
because i need you to know even though i don't want to tell you.

ps. those which are very sloppy/ in french/ make no sense were written drunk, and are more heavy-handed than they should be.
also, i can't figure out why they're not in the right order, just, whatever. y'know?