cool yeah great excellent
i hate being home, i hate being put under pressure to perform emotionally, i don't really like anybody
so yeah cool wow wonderful, let's all get mad at me for not doing what i am told!! and let's really make her super nervous all of the time that she is doing the wrong thing and then demand that she do something very difficult that she has never wanted to do in the first place, and then get mad when she inevitably fucks it up, word that is just so super excellent and wonderful, thanks everybody for being so good to me, really, how would i ever get on in the world if anybody trusted me or said, it's ok

yesterday, this girl i knew in high school said to me, "oh, so you're just concerned with getting your MRS now" because i confessed that i'm gonna wait to go to grad school